Posted: 5/21/24

I may just leave this page blank as right now I don't feel good. I feel really sad and lonely. Not to mention I'm really horny atm and no one's online to help.

This week has been pretty slow so far. Wake up, use the computer, go to therapy w/ my sister, back on my computer, jerk off even tho it takes me a while to cum, then try to go to sleep.

I've been trying to keep myself occupied but its not enough sometimes. Doesn't help that there were a bunch of people trying to add me on discord who kept accusing me of doing something I never did. I just blocked them and moved on with my day.

I also got DM restriced on fucking Instagram again. Can't do shit on there without being timed out for saying the most clean and safest shit.

I did end up going out yesterday, I had to lie to my aunt that I was going out with a friend who would help me with the restraining order she wants to file. Can't go too much into detail but its so fucking complicated to do something as simple as a restraining order. I have been putting off for weeks and I felt kinda bad bc she paid me $50 and I spent it all. Now she wants me to fill out some application for the Regional Center. My dad said to pay me after I do it lmao.

Technecally its not a lie. My friend IS a lawyer but I didn't bring it up to him lmao. I went to get Chick-fil-a and walk around the shopping center nearby. I got some candy and tried Rock Candy for the first time. Really yummy and sugary lmao. I also got a large ass bag of popcorn that's sea salt flavor. Its actually good, and it was only $4 :)

I also got Native 2-in-1 cause fuck high prices. I want to try to not use the stuff that is potentially harming us humans. I don't even shower often anyway so it will last me a long time.

Today I went on a walk. Walked to McDonalds and got 2 McDoubles, medium fries, and a drink for like $6

I also found out that Family Dollar didn't want to accept a $50 even tho my total was $40 :'). So I said 'ok then nvm' and left all of my shit there cause fuck the cashier. In the past they gladly took my bills as the change was not a large amount. I could tell she was mad but she's one of the newer employees so I didn't care too much. If it was the other ones that know me well, I wouldn't have done that and instead taken the stuff back myself.

I got a Oreo Mcflurry a bit after too. It was really good. The heat is coming and me no likey.

That's all I have for you ok bye