New Meds
Posted: 8/25/24
So for years now I have always felt physically/mentally tired, even if I did nothing that day.
I also have had trouble falling asleep, sometimes I would stay up hours after I should have fallen asleep. I tried drinking milk before bed, melatonin gummies, playing lofi music, listening to The Yarn Pondcast (The Yard Podcast), and more shit and nothing really worked.
It wasn't until I got a gift certificate from an app called GasBuddy, used to find gas stations (not sponsored, the app also breaks sometimes so thats fun)
It asks you what kinds of items would you want, and one of those was CBD gummies. Me not knowing wtf CBD was I said sure, why not.
I then did some research and come to find out that CBD is not the part of weed that makes you high. That's THC!
So with this new knowledge I went ahead and placed an order. I spent $21.04. The gummies themselves cost $12, shipping was $7.99, and taxes were $1.05
I didn't know what to expect so I took one during the day and felt more calm and relaxed than usual. Which was odd feeling because I do not remember the last time I was this relaxed.
I followed the instructions on the bottle, take 1 every 4 hours. Except that I took like 1/2 of the gummy at first because I didn't know how my body would react. Then after I took one whole gummy. Sometimes I took 2 because why not?
Anyway I ran out and decided to buy a bottle. Except that you can get it for cheaper if you subscribe and get it monthy. So I did, but cancelled the day it arrived because I am unemployed :D
I don't think I can get in trouble for doing that, since I'm pretty sure a lot of people do that. Maybe they will deny me the ability to order like that again but idk. I stopped ordered CBD gummies since I have now been prescribed A NEW MEDICATION O:
I went to my doctor and explained that I had trouble falling asleep. So they refered me to a psychologist who prescribed me [redacted] and I took the whole pill as the directions told me to.
except that this shit is strong and I was knocked out the whole day
I woke up super sleepy, its like I never slept that day. So I told my mom that I may have taken too much and I didn't wake up till like 6 pm. And even then, I was still tired. Not as tired, but still.
I now take 1/2 the tablet and the effects are no longer severe. It also is an anti-depressant and regulates my appetite which is fine I guess.
I have not felt as sad as I normally am, and have done things I normally wouldn't do, like deep clean my room or reply on time (oopsie)
I still need to find a fucking job but the economy is so fucked rn its not worth it
Apparently someone applied to over 1000 jobs and not one has called back. its fucking stupid.